Introspection Day

Outside my window, there are booms and clashes and flashes of colors lighting up the evening sky.  The hazy streets are filled with people enjoying  Pre-Independence Day celebrations, meanwhile I perch behind a keyboard, attempting to chill. 

It seems sometimes that there are forces around me in a constant state of flux.  Strong winds and towering waves, rumbles of earth and towers of fire, proverbially speaking of course.  I don't know why, but I always feel obliged to try and bring a sense of balance to these forces, even though I yield no power to control anything.  What drives a person to strive to make things better, even in one minute corner of existence?  What motivates a person to try and convert whatever measure of light they may posses into energy, in the hopes that it might keep everything going a tiny while longer?  I ask myself these questions, and have yet to construct a reply.

On a different note; have you ever heard a song that just overtakes you surprisingly and completely...changing you somehow?  The first time I heard "Slip" by Elliot Moss I was at a recital.  The chords and melody kidnapped my mind so thoroughly that I barely paid attention to the elegant movements of the dancers.  The song has clung to me since; not in the way a catchy pop tune stays at the front of your mind, causing you to hum it here and there in a day's time.  No, this song seems to define the dimensions of my thought process, calling all the frayed and frazzled thoughts right back to the center.

Ciao for now.


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