Monday, February 18, 2013


So many emotions wrapped so tightly inside and yet I have no means to allow them to escape.  Feelings bubble and toil and heave and twist and transform into various toxic forms. They reside like unwanted houseguests; guilt, fear, worry, longing; all taking their turns wreaking havoc on my psyche. How do you feel so horrible when you know you have made the right decision? A side effect of the fallen flesh and one that corrodes like rust on a well oiled machine...doubt. The best move, though not the easiest, is to stay the course to its finish, and allow the Creator to show me the truth of His path.