So many emotions wrapped so tightly inside and yet I have no means to allow them to escape. Feelings bubble and toil and heave and twist and transform into various toxic forms. They reside like unwanted houseguests; guilt, fear, worry, longing; all taking their turns wreaking havoc on my psyche. How do you feel so horrible when you know you have made the right decision? A side effect of the fallen flesh and one that corrodes like rust on a well oiled machine...doubt. The best move, though not the easiest, is to stay the course to its finish, and allow the Creator to show you...show me the truth of His path.